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Siege Angel

ADMIT I SIEGED YOUR THRONE
WITH ALL I BEGRUDGE AND THEN
I CONSTRUED PERIL I IMPELLED
AND THE VOYAGE I BEGUN
TO SOME DISTANT HIDE-HOLE
WHEN YOU TOOK MY OWN FALL.
I AM ASHAMED BECAUSE
THERE WERE DAYS I SEND FOR YOU
AND NO WORDS WERE NECESSARY
BECAUSE OUR SPECIAL WORLD CONNECTED US
AND MY HEART WAS NOT ALONE.
AND NOW HOW MUCH MORE CAN I LAPSE
AND BE AFRAID TO LIVE THE LIFE
WITH NO WINGS YOU GAVE ME 
AND STEP YOUR EARTH SO DARK?

ADMIT I ENTICED YOUR KNIGHT
AND CROSS BOWED YOUR QUEEN
SO I COULD ASSORT WHEN YOU TUMBLE
AND NOT EVEN TO TAKE YOUR SEAT
BUT ONLY FOR FUN
WHEN YOU TOOK MY OWN FALL.
I AM ASHAMED BECAUSE
THERE WERE DAYS WHEN YOU CALLED ME
AND I REALLY FELT YOU AND EVEN I HID STEPS
SOMEHOW YOU FOLLOWED MY BEATS
 AND MY HEART WAS NOT ALONE.
AND NOW HOW MUCH MORE CAN I LAPSE
AND BE AFRAID TO LIVE THE LIFE
WITH NO WINGS YOU GAVE ME 
AND STEP YOUR EARTH SO DARK?

SO BE , BLAME ME, I AM GUILTY,
NOT TO TEND YOU BUT TO DISDAIN
 DOWN ON YOU AS MUCH I COULD
AND YES I TOLD YOU I AM YOUR ANGEL

SO BE , BLAME ME, I AM GUILTY,
NOT TO TEND YOU BUT TO DISDAIN
 DOWN ON YOU AS MUCH I COULD
AND YES I ONLY SOLD MY HEART TO HELL

I WILL MISS YOU WITH TEARS

I KNOW I AM NOT ALLOWED TO CRAY
BESIDES ALL THAT PEOPLE THAT LOVED YOU
SO DEARLY AND BETTER THAN ME
BUT I CAN’T HELP MYSELF
I ONLY LOVED YOUR SOUL.
I KNOW I AM NOT ALLOWED TO ASK
AHEAD ALL YOUR FRIENDS THAT BACKED YOU UP
IN EVERYTHING BEFORE ME
BUT I CAN’T STOP MY DESIRE
I ONLY LOVED YOUR SOUL.


AND EVEN I DON’T HAVE RIGHT TO
IT HURT ME MUCH THAT
EVERYTHING I WANTED
YOU ALREADY GAVE ME
EVERYTHING I WANT TO SAY
YOU ALREADY TOLD INSTEAD OF ME

BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW I THANK YOU
AND EVEN I AM SAD I WILL
GIVE MY BEST TO DEFEAT
REMAIN ENEMIES INSTEAD OF YOU
AND WIN ALL YOUR BATTLES
EVEN BETTER THAN YOU

SO I THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING
YOU LEFT ME, BUT
YOU SHOULD KNOW
STILL
I WILL MISS YOU WITH TEARS

RHIPTOGLOSSA


To define exhibit one I can’t imagine
How would it look like?
How that could ever slip of my mind.
No it’s not your words
Or the presents you leave,
Or just laugh when you
Wave away with your hand
When I say -
Maybe there should be some time.


Tell me to tell you
How much more of that time
You have with me around.
You are brave but,
No way that you will start the first.
I know you would not go there

You are so changeable and
I so inconsistent even to my heart,
An old world changed me so much.

Show me what you are made of:
To me a new world is
Barely a poorly decisive
Idea of the happiness.

Is it hotter than I imagine?
Would I admire it wrongly
If I change my visibility again
And then clap my palms:
Hey-a!
-          Back to the green and black

BEHEMOTH

If I want to know your truth
All I need is to close my eyes,
But if I want to say what I feel about you,
What I hide before,
All I pray is to be absorbed
by something greater than me and you.

And in a moment that you almost get me
To come in, in your dream house,
I place us back where we start
And you grow out of all that
Useless play of cat
and scared little mouse.

And there is none some greater one,
It’s only my imagination
selling you a frozen heart.
In fact, I just might tell you all
But not today darling,
I swear I will,
but the day after tomorrow.

If you want, believe in me.
Believe what you see in my eyes:
The depiction of individual soul
-         Maybe.
And maybe you just glister trough them
in your own aspirations.