Archive for June 2012
When rising blocks the sun
How to choose the point of the end
When every balance shall die?
Should I worry
What I am leaving behind?
All that dark will become a part of me;
All the agony,
Dying,
Fears and pain
- I will let them win.
The impossible point of the dawn, in dusk,
When the rising blocks the Sun;
It will be the eclipse to shadow
All my mistakes,
And the countdown
From now until forever.
Is there a better time to die
But when your king holds your hand
and
The adversity tries to blind my truth?
Dam
You are the one who opens a huge dam
So that my feelings don’t drown me.
But the lake is filling and you are not giving
It anymore, I will fall in my own dark obsession.
If I need to I will let out all the water
In and above, and I will die
Just to feel him again without you
I don’t cry tears but ice,
No wind and no cold can freeze me to the bone.
All my fire I keep inside
To keep burning, and if it's meant to,
I’ll allow it to destroy me to the dust.
You can't win my nature
Because it even wins me.
So close all your gates, I will still feel
What you are taking away from me
If I need to I will let out all the water
In and above, and I will die
Just to feel him again without you
I don’t cry tears but ice
No wind and no cold can freeze me to the bone.
All my fire I keep inside
So if you want to, give me yourself
To skirmish all the flesh from your soul.
So that my feelings don’t drown me.
But the lake is filling and you are not giving
It anymore, I will fall in my own dark obsession.
If I need to I will let out all the water
In and above, and I will die
Just to feel him again without you
I don’t cry tears but ice,
No wind and no cold can freeze me to the bone.
All my fire I keep inside
To keep burning, and if it's meant to,
I’ll allow it to destroy me to the dust.
You can't win my nature
Because it even wins me.
So close all your gates, I will still feel
What you are taking away from me
If I need to I will let out all the water
In and above, and I will die
Just to feel him again without you
I don’t cry tears but ice
No wind and no cold can freeze me to the bone.
All my fire I keep inside
So if you want to, give me yourself
To skirmish all the flesh from your soul.
Conduit
I want you to stay in-between
But you don’t want that role
In the midst of me and him
To be the waste weir of my core
Your love and attention numbs
Like detention to
All I ward in my hearth
And when fire stops burning
Frozen feelings harvest my empty soul
But in pain I feel everything
I need
And I can live it up to that feeling
Even if he never hears me, yes
I rather live in lie
Drive a dragon and fly
You were the best conduit
Fast lane tube
Don't want to know the driver
Don't want to see the machine
Just want to feel that moment
When it takes off
But you don’t want that role
In the midst of me and him
To be the waste weir of my core
Your love and attention numbs
Like detention to
All I ward in my hearth
And when fire stops burning
Frozen feelings harvest my empty soul
But in pain I feel everything
I need
And I can live it up to that feeling
Even if he never hears me, yes
I rather live in lie
Drive a dragon and fly
You were the best conduit
Fast lane tube
Don't want to know the driver
Don't want to see the machine
Just want to feel that moment
When it takes off