Archive for 2012
If you could believe in me, (my Merry Andrew)
All the wrong decisions that I've made
my world made fallen.
I can't even cry
my tears are better dry.
All the wrong doings that I've made
thought me nothing at the end.
If I could find a way to control
just for a change...
I feel so ugly today
like I'm driving in an apposite way.
I am doing all wrong,
and have no idea what
I am doing so wrong.
I got led on like a teen chump;
so embarrassed and ashamed,
I feel so ugly today.
But if you could believe in me
and try not to let me down,
If you could believe in this
you would bring me a better day
Pay The Price
everybody pays the price
so I do
and if it's for you
I'll pay it gladly
I never ask anything
from life
just to let me last
one more day
and if my days came to the end
i guess I have to accept it
with no sorrow
and love you till my last
because this, what I am,
is only borrowed
yes, everybody pays the price
the only thing
I resent to the sky is
that I can't love you
before I die
When rising blocks the sun
How to choose the point of the end
When every balance shall die?
Should I worry
What I am leaving behind?
All that dark will become a part of me;
All the agony,
Dying,
Fears and pain
- I will let them win.
The impossible point of the dawn, in dusk,
When the rising blocks the Sun;
It will be the eclipse to shadow
All my mistakes,
And the countdown
From now until forever.
Is there a better time to die
But when your king holds your hand
and
The adversity tries to blind my truth?
Dam
You are the one who opens a huge dam
So that my feelings don’t drown me.
But the lake is filling and you are not giving
It anymore, I will fall in my own dark obsession.
If I need to I will let out all the water
In and above, and I will die
Just to feel him again without you
I don’t cry tears but ice,
No wind and no cold can freeze me to the bone.
All my fire I keep inside
To keep burning, and if it's meant to,
I’ll allow it to destroy me to the dust.
You can't win my nature
Because it even wins me.
So close all your gates, I will still feel
What you are taking away from me
If I need to I will let out all the water
In and above, and I will die
Just to feel him again without you
I don’t cry tears but ice
No wind and no cold can freeze me to the bone.
All my fire I keep inside
So if you want to, give me yourself
To skirmish all the flesh from your soul.
So that my feelings don’t drown me.
But the lake is filling and you are not giving
It anymore, I will fall in my own dark obsession.
If I need to I will let out all the water
In and above, and I will die
Just to feel him again without you
I don’t cry tears but ice,
No wind and no cold can freeze me to the bone.
All my fire I keep inside
To keep burning, and if it's meant to,
I’ll allow it to destroy me to the dust.
You can't win my nature
Because it even wins me.
So close all your gates, I will still feel
What you are taking away from me
If I need to I will let out all the water
In and above, and I will die
Just to feel him again without you
I don’t cry tears but ice
No wind and no cold can freeze me to the bone.
All my fire I keep inside
So if you want to, give me yourself
To skirmish all the flesh from your soul.
Conduit
I want you to stay in-between
But you don’t want that role
In the midst of me and him
To be the waste weir of my core
Your love and attention numbs
Like detention to
All I ward in my hearth
And when fire stops burning
Frozen feelings harvest my empty soul
But in pain I feel everything
I need
And I can live it up to that feeling
Even if he never hears me, yes
I rather live in lie
Drive a dragon and fly
You were the best conduit
Fast lane tube
Don't want to know the driver
Don't want to see the machine
Just want to feel that moment
When it takes off
But you don’t want that role
In the midst of me and him
To be the waste weir of my core
Your love and attention numbs
Like detention to
All I ward in my hearth
And when fire stops burning
Frozen feelings harvest my empty soul
But in pain I feel everything
I need
And I can live it up to that feeling
Even if he never hears me, yes
I rather live in lie
Drive a dragon and fly
You were the best conduit
Fast lane tube
Don't want to know the driver
Don't want to see the machine
Just want to feel that moment
When it takes off
Sultan of Ruth
You fit me almost
Just by the tone, (I'll forget it)
And I’ll play deaf
So no voice may touch me.
Keep words in the ice
The frozen dwarfs, (I'll object it)
And I'll play mute
So you can't hear me.
Leave it for the end
When I'm not around, (I'll defend it)
And I'll play blind
So no pain may move me.
What rites your temper that I should solve,
What else is left in your cave,
That serves you swell
Almost good as a grave?
Shepard ess
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What is the shield, who is to blame?
His was a face you shun, an intense sun
in the dark of water that burnt you to flame.
in the dark of water that burnt you to flame.
I was not the eery catch put on a gage,
But your's blunt match that sired you slain.
I tend to lead a herd and lustre all fun;
They were my world, I'll gave them my love.
But I hint my life and bed a midnight sun;
That was my cite, I would gave it my heart.
So cold was the ground when I gave you in, my kill,
Within the fell man replaced all of the spring.
All relish was ruled to be rough and cruel,
All relish was ruled to be rough and cruel,
and kept one unseen who cut you down fool.
In the wake is it love, what's in that hearth drowned
in rage, that clings forever to the darkness and pain?
In the wake is it love, what's in that hearth drowned
in rage, that clings forever to the darkness and pain?
But dare to see him, that oblique desire who survived,
and notice the shepherdess erst obscured inside.
Sliver Grey
It’s a winter season
and something is missing.
Simple offset, I would say.
Cold winds are slowly raging,
Freezing diffused minds with reason
And turning air in sliver grey.
Send me a card when you get there.
That blue-violet place where I stand.
Kiss that fresh wind for me.
Insensate heavens misunderstand
This magical love affair
And the infatuation that you feel.
You rise your trust to the stars,
Option you have
Shoot your dreams up to the skies.
Now even ice runs up the hill,
Feelings you can't stop
And the hearth that can't be still.
and something is missing.
Simple offset, I would say.
Cold winds are slowly raging,
Freezing diffused minds with reason
And turning air in sliver grey.
Send me a card when you get there.
That blue-violet place where I stand.
Kiss that fresh wind for me.
Insensate heavens misunderstand
This magical love affair
And the infatuation that you feel.
You rise your trust to the stars,
Option you have
Shoot your dreams up to the skies.
Now even ice runs up the hill,
Feelings you can't stop
And the hearth that can't be still.
Let the Sun burn everything
Waiting for this the whole day
I should keep that feeling
Boy - You're set so far aside
I scream and hear only silence
Having only you on my mind
In that moment love me
Whisper in my ear that you need me
Lie - You're gonna clamp my shell
Just - Gimme your tinker's damn
I'll make a good thing for you
Just - Let me of my chain {Restrain me}
I'll make a Moon sing your blue
Just - Love me to the pain {Constrain me}
They will catch you
I betcha - They'll get you filthy
Your mom'll be so happy
Don't even try to hide
Take a blow and stay proud
{Let the Sun burn everything}
And when they find you
I won't be the one to blame
Aw, no, I won't have any shame
I'll make the Sun burn everything
Yes, for you , I'll do a good thing
{Just - Let the Sun burn everything}
Souls in Twain
to lift me up and make me feel fine
if I continue to play like that
I'm gonna break without breaking a sweat
far-out confusing me and that jewel
I'm only a half what y'all hope it's full
our time line is like a hieing train
two of a kind, the souls in twain
while pushes me in - to open the waves
it creates such a mess to an eye that craves
and there is a price of the red kind
that needs the twister to survive my mind
how do you like my friend
a rose which burns topped on my flack
I made it to fall into the armour blend
taking thee hearth to never return it back
You Want Love
you desperately want to feel something
and I don’t want to feel anything.
I so much want to be a void
and you want to fill that void
with me.
Can’t you find a better way
while producing me
to not produce one more of self?
It won’t kill me if you make me blue:
the biggest stars shine blue,
the hottest flame appears like one too,
but can't you see that
you only feed my obsession
and there’s a difference between
love and the passion.
One thing is to love another
and other making up together
until make it a suicidal.
I can’t linger for all times
between fury fire and absolute ice.
I can’t take a fine balance over
or take a charge now or ever.
I said once that you should steer
my ship,
but honey, I realize you might not fit it.
It’s only for fun so you even aim
lame and not for me, love
is the same danger as the loaded gun.
You drain poison down my veins
playing games
and you'll be always contend
Just being the best support,
my darling swart
perfect-perfect friend.