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After all I'll follow the light

I love you
you said
you see
I know it's an act
but I don't care

I have no regrets
if everything was a lie
I see it now
and just go with the tide

If you are stoned
standing there all alone
you won't cross my mind
because I have  to
follow the light

69 dragons

Control what you can, do what you need
But never doubt how do I feel.














I couldn't ignore
When you sent for me
Too many times,
So I came,
But all ill will praise against
Where should I dwell in your eyes.

I don't want to make
Your 69 dragons
So obvious and kind of plain
-you beautiful mind;
If you look in the mirror
Of that what is a king of sorrow
You'll see I died for you.

As galling was too harsh
I swear,
I'll never adore and look up to
The one who offended you.
In my final now
I look the other way
Because you have to be
The one who is saved.


Track The Changes


I wear my mask of tamed anger
but you know it's fake, right?
You wear the shield of controlled power
holding your breath to spare remarks

The proper acquit is all we left to stay
that cultivated fire that apparently suits the rule
I wish you could track my changes
and silent this pain away

Yo, friend, would you save my mind
I'm too old to wonder blind
Yo, friend, we both know what follows
I'm so close to leave the frame.

You just can't take any chances
no you can't allow the rage
even when feeling takes you
you well chose to say the lie.


mood setter: play!









You May Keep YourSelf

I've been flogged a million times
and resold like a book,
a loanword duff from the shelf
and made into retail dream,
so step me down
anyway you need.








You love me just for saying
and say it like you mean it.
What a thespian you are
no wonder I believe in every lie.

I've been your elated fiddling storm,
the preposterous frenzy
to whom you played a vile cod
playing me so bally cold.

It's moth-eaten to say
how much I miss you,
but you have no time
and I can't reach you.
I'm afraid you may die
-aye!-hail Mary to your sweet destiny

So, you may keep yourself.
Yes, you may continue to be
- you do good what you are.

No fear, you may keep yourself
because I'll love you all the same
and we'll do fine no matter how far.

The hundred times to say I'm sorry


You find me an eye to an eye

And got me to flame my mind
So lead me now into my element
Flood fire in ocean of cold water

I love you, that's the first,
All other I just adjust
To walk that alley like pile of stone
I had to change the game of love long ago

I love you, that's the first,
All other I just adjust
And make illusions dance in my arms
To be the perfect match for the stars

The hundred times to say I'm sorry
I know is not enough
I know you hate my demons
But I'm completely in love with yours

The hundred times to say I'm sorry
Has no point at all
No poison, no cure can make a clue
Because half of me is patched with you
And another craves your star sky
To be my doom



One Judge

A sobering night
When eleventh in its path
One quarter of nothing
In chime of the night

All what is left of the shed tears
And silent cries
For just
I deliver my wing of spring
In sheer of devils eyes

All what is pure
Of the Innocence, Life
Has been lead to spade
Unseen to die
In filth that links
Uncharted places
Of hand and hearth

A sobering night
When eleventh in its path
One quarter of nothing
In chime of the night

From the plate plain in distance
That earthquake-all-sound We are
One is the judge 
That puts the Beast
In blood to be drowned



Bantam Register

( small inputs)
It took it a durn
and took it for glib
to make hexa- aspects
initiate the turn
so how plow plans pleasure
might be show

That dally gleam made retort
under dairy curb does get
but sham pain

and it is real slow and sweet
to come and go for
bantam register
deliver a fraction
in uninhibited equation

Trough sealed glasses
I do read lips and noses
I might not get in tune
with choir of wires and nuns
but I do try to make it
less skimmed so you enjoy
practice.

Power and perfection

So much affection and admire
with no love in sight
So much fire no cool
So much Sun worship
no shade for weak
to hide
they die

So much power and perfection
With no emotion
So much ability and reflection
So much passion in energy
no chance to decline

place of Queen is

to go there
bite trough all beat and
succeed to appreciate it
to be loyal and proud
because is first to alike

has to hug all night
bite trough all beats layer
choose the best first alike
owe it to synchronize with
because so numbers
are put down

CAN DO

You ask me to forget
To leave all unnecessary
Junk
Under your window
You are the guardian
Of time and all sick forgiveness
And deceptions
For unfaithful

You ask me to forget
Home of Sun and
When wake up just to be
What need to like you
And to be aware
Under different sky
All the pearls from oasis
Can be yours
That though is clean
Almost as ice

Sleep me too!
So I never wake up
If I don’t need to
In hours without beat
You can stop me dead
With simple words
Even in heart of flame

Sleep me too!
So I remain on the cloud
If you please can do for
One night
And just
Give a little bit speedup
When I wake after
In free fall down




BURNED IN LIGHT

Your years pass me by
So cursed
And you should let them

 Follow me
Away
Away


Turn the candles off
Go to sleep
And dream
Spring which I would like
To give you
Over and over
Again

All that time that run fast;
-Tell me how much worth it
Holds on you
All that sun that burned in
Rays of light;
-Show me the marks
On your skin

IF I PROMISE




If I promise to hold you in my arms
The whole night long
And tell you all
You want to know -
Oh, all of that is so irrelevant
If I am not able  
To tell you, beautiful,
Just, don't go away.


Sky drinks my silence
Like clouds put on the ground;
In fog alike are big walls,
In fall you must to know -
I am enveloped by this storm.

With whom do you dine now?
What happened to make you ask me
To promise?
I can only commit you
The most beautiful song
(Yes! I keep it just for you)
And maybe an hour or two
Of trait
So I can ware
And then wear you
in my heart.












KISS ME

Don't ask me early in the morning
when I am hurting
from my night mirages.
I just need a source from the mountain,
when I am wakening,
to wash my hands.



Kiss me, to forget the moonlight from that place.
Kiss me, to drown  in your big smile.

I come to you to seek the oblivion
in your arms 
and completely unconsciously
I call you a wrong name.

Just kiss me,
it’s really not important;
honey, I love you
but I can't see it’s over.

JUPITER

So, would you be my
the best and the greatest
more of all stars I adored in vain
while revolved around you

 So would you be my
rain and lightning
like all dreams in my head
that I design in silence
behind your moons

 I can bare what ever it takes
to stay here but to stay
away of gravity pull

 I can take
any form
unthinkable
no matter
even dust in dusk
to please you

 I have a part of sky
and share of my own way
but outer there I am lost
without center to settle

 So , can you give me so much
of your sober practicality
So, can you be
my celestial hurler

EDO ANGE

It's not a secret that I spare you by the drop of a line,
And tell my foemen to fly a bird
When they infringe my weird perception
I lean toward to fall in the Sun,
Because I will rather die than decline.



I can clear down forgetting all the mess, 
and let my heart to sing, 
if I just could shut down 
the luminaries of the world 
and allow only Moon to shine 
in the last second, 
so you can see me.

In infamous flight
You maybe don't feel the meaning
What disreputable
Edo wings bring that past
Of no glory.

It's not a secret that I think of you
And dream what is not mine,
When my foemen ride my fears
I refuse to comply with their dragons.

I can clear my day 
to see the sky finally for the first time, 
if I just could shut down 
the luminaries of  the world 
and allow only your eyes to shine 
in the last second 
so you can see me.

In infamous flight
You maybe don't feel the meaning,
That one heart is able to give 
Instead that part
To hurt in furry.



Siege Angel

ADMIT I SIEGED YOUR THRONE
WITH ALL I BEGRUDGE AND THEN
I CONSTRUED PERIL I IMPELLED
AND THE VOYAGE I BEGUN
TO SOME DISTANT HIDE-HOLE
WHEN YOU TOOK MY OWN FALL.
I AM ASHAMED BECAUSE
THERE WERE DAYS I SEND FOR YOU
AND NO WORDS WERE NECESSARY
BECAUSE OUR SPECIAL WORLD CONNECTED US
AND MY HEART WAS NOT ALONE.
AND NOW HOW MUCH MORE CAN I LAPSE
AND BE AFRAID TO LIVE THE LIFE
WITH NO WINGS YOU GAVE ME 
AND STEP YOUR EARTH SO DARK?

ADMIT I ENTICED YOUR KNIGHT
AND CROSS BOWED YOUR QUEEN
SO I COULD ASSORT WHEN YOU TUMBLE
AND NOT EVEN TO TAKE YOUR SEAT
BUT ONLY FOR FUN
WHEN YOU TOOK MY OWN FALL.
I AM ASHAMED BECAUSE
THERE WERE DAYS WHEN YOU CALLED ME
AND I REALLY FELT YOU AND EVEN I HID STEPS
SOMEHOW YOU FOLLOWED MY BEATS
 AND MY HEART WAS NOT ALONE.
AND NOW HOW MUCH MORE CAN I LAPSE
AND BE AFRAID TO LIVE THE LIFE
WITH NO WINGS YOU GAVE ME 
AND STEP YOUR EARTH SO DARK?

SO BE , BLAME ME, I AM GUILTY,
NOT TO TEND YOU BUT TO DISDAIN
 DOWN ON YOU AS MUCH I COULD
AND YES I TOLD YOU I AM YOUR ANGEL

SO BE , BLAME ME, I AM GUILTY,
NOT TO TEND YOU BUT TO DISDAIN
 DOWN ON YOU AS MUCH I COULD
AND YES I ONLY SOLD MY HEART TO HELL

I WILL MISS YOU WITH TEARS

I KNOW I AM NOT ALLOWED TO CRAY
BESIDES ALL THAT PEOPLE THAT LOVED YOU
SO DEARLY AND BETTER THAN ME
BUT I CAN’T HELP MYSELF
I ONLY LOVED YOUR SOUL.
I KNOW I AM NOT ALLOWED TO ASK
AHEAD ALL YOUR FRIENDS THAT BACKED YOU UP
IN EVERYTHING BEFORE ME
BUT I CAN’T STOP MY DESIRE
I ONLY LOVED YOUR SOUL.


AND EVEN I DON’T HAVE RIGHT TO
IT HURT ME MUCH THAT
EVERYTHING I WANTED
YOU ALREADY GAVE ME
EVERYTHING I WANT TO SAY
YOU ALREADY TOLD INSTEAD OF ME

BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW I THANK YOU
AND EVEN I AM SAD I WILL
GIVE MY BEST TO DEFEAT
REMAIN ENEMIES INSTEAD OF YOU
AND WIN ALL YOUR BATTLES
EVEN BETTER THAN YOU

SO I THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING
YOU LEFT ME, BUT
YOU SHOULD KNOW
STILL
I WILL MISS YOU WITH TEARS

RHIPTOGLOSSA


To define exhibit one I can’t imagine
How would it look like?
How that could ever slip of my mind.
No it’s not your words
Or the presents you leave,
Or just laugh when you
Wave away with your hand
When I say -
Maybe there should be some time.


Tell me to tell you
How much more of that time
You have with me around.
You are brave but,
No way that you will start the first.
I know you would not go there

You are so changeable and
I so inconsistent even to my heart,
An old world changed me so much.

Show me what you are made of:
To me a new world is
Barely a poorly decisive
Idea of the happiness.

Is it hotter than I imagine?
Would I admire it wrongly
If I change my visibility again
And then clap my palms:
Hey-a!
-          Back to the green and black

BEHEMOTH

If I want to know your truth
All I need is to close my eyes,
But if I want to say what I feel about you,
What I hide before,
All I pray is to be absorbed
by something greater than me and you.

And in a moment that you almost get me
To come in, in your dream house,
I place us back where we start
And you grow out of all that
Useless play of cat
and scared little mouse.

And there is none some greater one,
It’s only my imagination
selling you a frozen heart.
In fact, I just might tell you all
But not today darling,
I swear I will,
but the day after tomorrow.

If you want, believe in me.
Believe what you see in my eyes:
The depiction of individual soul
-         Maybe.
And maybe you just glister trough them
in your own aspirations.


4ever

You gain strength from the things
That may kill me,
It’s the law of heart stronger than mine.
Don’t blame me
If I talk from the devoid tonight;
I linger here to bring uncalm
In the dark that relives me.
If you fall for me
Forever
I'll need so little under this sky,
And with that in the mind
I’ll make just fine.

NUMBER OF SHAFT

Write me a number on the body,
So sweet number of shaft.
Erase it when I’m gone.
Write me all you wanna say to me,
Because today you will deny
And lie that you ever knew me.

Flame is on the key with the mind,
Matter feeling so kind,
I have sew my heart with your words
And left it to bleed.
Like a curse you gave me what I need.
In a sea of the lust you sunk my boat
And dive in my soul
To find and take
What is left to be untold.

SEVEN YEARS

FOR 7 YEARS I HAD LIKE A 100,
BECAUSE I'VE BEEN A BYSTANDER,
FOR YOU,
BROKE ME AS A GLASS IN THE PIECES,
SO MIRROR MULTIPLIED I WALKED AROUND.

I'VE GONE MAD FROM THIS HOLLOW STILL,
WHILE LOOKING FOR YOU
IN ANOTHER TO FOLLOW.

FOR 7 YOU FLEW
IN MY VEINS LIKE A POISON,
IN MY GLASS LIKE THE FIRE,
WATER TO MY NEED.

I ALONE THREW MYSELF IN A GAME,
OUT OF MY TITLE HOLDER.

NO SURPRISE I WAS DOOMED AT THE SEA AND
FAILED TO OWN ANYTHING,
BUT A MISTAKE MADE ONLY
BY ME.

Strip It

You don’t know where to put yourself,
You think nobody see that.
You want to and don’t to go
Down.
Who can know how to please you?

Leave me if it doesn’t feel good,
Just stay this night here,
I want to squeeze you.

Where you are now I can’t send you love,
Because it can’t be send.
The same I can’t take with me your tangent,
It should be put boxed.

Somewhere behind the hills
Till this lines fall asleep
Awoken spatial soma plays the drums.

AND HEART TOO

ALL I HAVE I GIVE TO YOU
AND HEART TOO
AND I KNOW I'LL BE SORRY

LAST GIFT I GIVE TO YOU
FOR LOVE ONE PART
FOR BYE OTHER HALF

BE NICE TO IT
DONT WORRY ABOUT ME
SAY NO AND GO
YOU LEAVE EMPTY HOLLOW

AND WHEN YOU SEE ME
TO STAND ON YOUR WAY
DRIVE ME OVER
LIKE I'M NOT THERE

SNUGGLE PIE

YOU DONT HAVE TIME
LIKE ME TO GIVE
EVER AGAIN TO TRUST
WHY TO STAY AROUND
NOT EVEN TO CARE ABOUT

LETS GO OUT
TO DO WHATS WRONG
I KNOW NO HEART CHOOSE BY LAW
BUT THERE ARE OTHERS TOO
JUST TONIGHT
DONT THINK YOU'LL DIE

LETS GO OUT
TO BE LIKE PAIR
I KNOW NO HEART CAN PUSH TOLL
BUT THERE ARE OTHERS TOO
JUST TONIGHT
BE MY SNUGGLE PIE

SCOUNDREL

ACCUSTOM ME THAT GOES AROUND TILL MORNING
UNPRACTISE ME TO EVEN THINK ON TOMORROW

I GO DOWN AND MISFORTUNE
MISFORTUNE CAUSE I FLY BUT STILL FALL

REVEAL ME TO SKIN AND BONES
SAW CAN USE ME EASILY AND WITH ME ALL GOES

MISFORTUNE AND PUT DOWN
MISFORTUNE FOR DESIRE

POISON ME SO HARD AND HIT SO LOW
I DEFEND WHAT TO DO
AGAINST ONE SO BEAUTIFUL

POISON ME SO HARD MIND TAKING
AND I LOVE ONE WHAT ELSE TO DO
STILL ITS MY LITTLE SCOUNDREL

I see and I don't want to

Can’t we play just a game, a simple game one?
No dreams involved, no other voice of out.

There in our home
Think I don’t mind who to seat on and eat?

Can’t I see just a joy of board cards dealt to the ghostly hand?

Maybe a number down is served as on the deck or in live.
That’s that chunk part to be learnt from the correction hare.

Can’t we play just a game, a simple game one?
No cry, even then when other voice is shout.
There in our room
Have you mind to buy me another one?

Can’t I see just a joy of board cards dealt to the ghostly hand?

I see, and I don’t want to, a breakfast served with honey and no bread.
Darling my, I think she isn’t alone this morning in her bed.

#BLAH ... DISCOMMODITY

DID IT DISRUPT YOUR SPENT DO I WONDER IF YOU PRETEND
DONT THINK SO
SO NOISE HAD STOPPED
THANK YOU NOT WISH TO BE THERE
NO IM BETTER HERE WHERE I HAVE HAD LEFT

I HAVE EMPTY WALLS AND FOREIGN FALSE BED
BUT I HAD TO THINK IT OVER FOR FIVE
CANT WE NOT TALK ABOUT IT- IM
DID YOU JUST CALL ME- YEAH
AND THAT SUITS
I WAS OUT HOPEFULLY

BLAH BLAH BLAH AW THIS DISCOMMODITY
IS NOT WHAT I WANT
BUT IM FOR SURE TOO STUFFED
KNOW AS LOW SO TO ASK YOU- TAKE ME BACK
YOU SHOULD TELL ME NOT TO SPY
YOU SHOULD ASK ME NOT TO
TO ASK YOU WHY

REAL FISHY ABOUT NOW
I WILL NEVER INFORME (EVER) FOR SURE
ITS TOO WEIRD TO BE TOLD

HOW YOU EVER (NEVER)
SHARE ME ALL OF THIS NOW I FEEL
A SAY IS TURNED TO BE TRUE
E MADE CANT TAKE BACK
CANT PUSH IT HOLD
ITS TOO SICK TO BE SOLD

BUMPER STICKER

DO YOU SEE ME WEARING A TRADE
DO YOU WANT FOR SAVE WHEN I NEED
TO BE SAVED IS TO HEAR WHAT I SAY
OR DO YOU GO AWAY WAY TOTALLY BLIND

MY BLINKER IS A STOP LIGHT
IN A COMMERCIAL SURE
IS RAIN OR DROPPING NAILS
NAIL IT TOO
YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW IT GOES

BLINKER IS A LEFT EYE ON MY KICK ASS HUD
I GO IN FAST TRACK NOW TO BEHOLD FOR SAVE
COULD YOU HANDLED PUSH BREAKS
OR DO YOU GO AWAY WAY TOTALLY BLIND

I HAD HAVE A BUMPER STICKER
ON MY KICK ASS HUD
I HAD TOO MUCH TO WEAR A TRADE
AFRAID
STEP MOVE OF A COMMON FOOL

MADE GOTTEN

YOU OWN SELF INTO THE MESS
AND THEN YOU ASK
TO CARESS AND KIND
WHETHER EYES WERE OPEN
MATTER WHEN CLOSED EVEN MORE

COULD YOU PROVE
HER
DRAW YOU ANOTHER BREATH
COULD YOU PROVE
HIM
STABBING YOU IN THE CHEST

WITH REAL BED AND CURTAINS
WET YARN TO KEEP IT COMPRESSED
WOULD THEY GIVE ANYMORE LESS

AN OWL SHELL CALL
THE TREE IN WOODS SO ALONE
DARK OR NOT HOPE
YOU KEEP THEM SAFE
SEE IN TIME CRUMBS AND
WALK OFF ALL DRAGS

DIVINE CAME

BRAIN TAKING LONGER THAN
I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU AGAIN
AND I CAN USE SOME HELP
FOR VARIOUS PARTS
THAT I MADE FOR YOU

COMPLETELY OUT OF PLACE
COMPONENT CONSTRUCTOR
SINGLE HELMET INTERFACE
DO HE SLAP IN MY FACE

DANK BRICK WALL WITH NO GLOVES
I FEEL STARE ON MY HEAD
AND SCARE TO BLUSH
AT WRONG TO BE MADE

AND CHATBOT INTELLIGENT LIFEFORM
DRAW A LINE NOT TO OFFER HELP
I DON'T THINK SUCH
RIDICULOUS FACT AS YOU FAIR WELL
WHEN I NEED YOU MUCH

AVOID FURROW SOME PEON
INVESTED WOULD KILL
SO DIVINE CAME

WHATS DONE TO BE DEAL
I CAN SAY AND EXPLAIN

HIVE HAS GONE SLEEP AND
FOLLOW THAT FURROW
THAT I JUST WANNA NAIL

DOUGH BOY

CYGNER HAS GONE FAR AND NEVER BOLD TO DO MUCH
BETWEEN SYSTEM OVERLORD INFLUENZA
PEGAR
AND FIRE COUGH COMEDOWN OVERWHELM
DRAKO MOTHER

#MILES MILES AWAY JUST GO SO WE CAN TABLE
AND COME UPON LIKE TOUGH UN BATTLE
YES I HAVE AN BEATLE THAT WILL CROWBAIT QUEEN

THE ULTIMATE JUNK SERVED DINNER LUNCH
YAWN YAWN YAWN
YOU CAN EAR HILLS TO LOOK OVER DINE
EXCITING EFFECTS

#SENSORY MENU INCLUDED BOX OF BEEF
BIG BARREL BEAR I GONNA DROWN
IN WORD THAT SOUND LIKE
YOUR SQUADRON BLURP

THA BOX I OPEN ORIGINAL PRICE WAS TAKEN
OF IN HOLE AND MUD DONE IN SEC
PLEASE SEND ME SMOKE
RESPOND TO AN OUTCOME

#DOUGH BOY IF YOU WANNA CHOKE IN SHIT
SO SERVE YOU RIGHT AND LET ME BE
NO CAVALRY SEND YOU HAVE TO MAKE ON FOOT

FORCEFIELDS BUBBLES

NOT NEED MUCH TO PULL IT OF RIGHT
DARK GLASSES OR SO IT SEEMED
NOISE
LIKE FEW SECONDS WORTH WORDS
AUDIO SOMETHING

WE HAVE PICKED WE HAVE TALKED OF
SUCH AS THAT AND RUN DOWN
THAT ASSURANCE IS NOT HERE
A DISPLAYED RAINBOW
DISTURBING AND BREAKABLE
PART 1 I
THOUGHT IT WAS DEAD
BYE!
PART 2 DO THEE
SMELLY FEET

WORRIED WHAT MIGHT
HAVE RECONNECT
BUT WAS ASIDE CRUMBLED AND BUSY
TELL YOU WHAT IS GOING ON
DO YOU WANNA CALM DOWN AND TALK
AND I WILL YOU
HAPPILY ACCOMMODATE
IN TRAINING WEAL
SQUEAK!
AW SO THANK YOU
FOR MEALY PIECE

BEYOND ALL TIME OF YOURS

ON SKY LIKE SILK WINGS OF UTOPIA
OF LOST AND SILENT POST
DARK WRITING
MAYBE
ONLY TO BE DIFFERENT
MY WHITE FOR YOU IS YELLOW
YOUR RED FOR ME IS BLUE

ALL TIME I LISTEN STORIES
ABOUT YOUR ALL TIME IN THIS WORLD
IN SILENCE
ALL TIME YOU BARES THAT FLOSSING
WITH NO WORD

AND I AM NOT MAD IF
I CAN PASS ALL TIME
THAT YELLOW AND RED
BEYOND YOUR MIND ABOUT
WHITE AND BLUE

NO
AND YOU ARE NOT BAD
IF YOU CAN
CARE FOR BEYOND
IN THAT ALL TIME OF YOURS